The Relationship is The Reward

The thing about scripture is that when you understand deeper truth of God, the Word opens up a whole level of truth you were unable to see because your vision was limited by doubt in God.

This cycle of leveling and growth is the same with any real learning.

Like working out, or in a computer game, you must face a challenge that seems impossible to move to another level.

The battle is in accepting the truth or doubting God. If you doubt, you stay in that level until defeat doubt... by knowing Him better.